Ariel is a big girl now ~

"Actually, I don't know what's the best.." Ariel shrugged and looked at him.
"I don't want to be away from you, but I can't be here and see you together with-- Chel and those others either.. " She said hesitantly. "I think I need some time to think.."

"Sure, if that's what you want," he mumbled and through himself down on his own bed. He was already tired to begin with and this conversation wasn't making things any better.
He wanted to tell her that he hand't met Chel or anyone esle these past weeks... he's been to busy...but thta wouldn't make things any better anyway.

"Okay.. Good" Ariel nodded to herself while she laid down on the pillow again and looked up on the ceiling.
"So you don't feel something more for me?" She suddenly asked after a moment and pushed herself up on her elbows while looking at him

He had his back turned to her and was staring expresionless at the wall.
Did he feel something more for her..? He... had never thought much about it...
"I like you alot Ariel," he said after a while. "But I'm not sure what kind of feelings I have for you rigth now to be honest..."

"Oh.. Okay.." Ariel nodded once again and laid down.
"I just had to ask.. Sorry" She whispered, but it was so quiet in the room so he could hear her. Ariel glanced at him one more time before she turned around.

"Don't be sorry," he spoke up again. He sure hated it when things got awkward between them... iT wans't suppose to egt awkward! Damn it.
"It may be a pain for you... but this made me happy. It's not ofte you decide to tell me how you really feel."

"Yeah?! And now when I do, it almost destroyed our friendship." Ariel said and leaned on her elbows once again to look at him.
"And for the record, you don't say how you feel about things either so often.. Sure, you hate that guy- and that guy, but that's it"

"No you didn't, you're exagerating. Am I acting like I want things to end beacuse of a simple kiss?" he tried hard not snapp at her again.
"Then what more should I tell you? GO into details whenI break their bones or when they brake mine?"

"And what more should I tell you? How fun it is to clean tables, how fun it is to see you run around and kiss strange girls or punch customers in the face?- because that is the only thing that happends in my life" Ariel said and could feel that she almost would start crying if she didn't stop.
"So yeah.. I'm Sorry that I don't tell you how I feel"

"You know what i'm referring to!" he raised his vocie and turned back around. "Telling me how you feel or what you've been doing is different!"
He stopped abruptly when he saw her expression, close to start crying. Fuck, did it again...
"Ariel..."

Ariel took a deep breath and ran her hands through her hair while she looked around in the room for a moment.
"I'm sorry for tonight.. I should know better than open my mouth when I know how things will end.." She smiled softly at him before her face turned blank- and laid down again
"And don't worry about me.. I will be just fine"

"I know you will be," he whisperd, suddenly at her side of the bed again, kneeling down beside it. "But I'll still worry about you. Beacuse you're improtant to me. Don't ever think something else, no matter what happens you'll always be the most important person to me."
He finished talking softly and carresed her head. "..." he gto up again, but didn't turn towards his bed but to the stairs down instead.

Ariel smiled to herself and closed her eyes while he spoke. Well, he didn't made it any easier for her right now.. She couldn't stop liking him if he did stuff like that..
"Where are you going? it's late?!" Ariel asked as she sat up in her bed and looked over towards the stairs..

"For a walk," he mumbled. To clear my head.
"Don't worry, just a walk close by, I won't throw myself into trouble..."

"Oh.. Okay.. Good night then" Ariel whispered and raised her hand as a good bye before she laid down again and eventually fell asleep

He cast one last glance towards he form on the bed and smiled slightly. "Sweet dreams," he spoke softy before leaving the attic.


((and Jimbo's all confused about his feelings 8D yaaaaaay~))