Soft, brown curls slid through Belle's fingers as she played aimlessly with the locks of hair atop her head. She walked quietly throughout the cabin, her free hand skimming the wood on the walls as she walked. She loved Flynn's home -- it smelled of him, felt of him, held his entire essence. It made her feel at home -- safe. She smiled a bit, sliding her arms around her middle and hugging herself as she thought about him, the soft material of his shirt smooth against her uneven skin.
She wandered over to the bookshelves and drug out the book she always saw him reading. She knew it well and loved it herself. She laid onto the couch and opened it up, propped onto her knees as she bent them up. She tried to read, but found her mind lost in thought about Flynn. And, about Damon. What it had felt like to hold him. Seeing Flynn with that baby in his arms had made her heart ache. Ache to see him with a child of their own -- not John's baby. But, what kind of mother would she be? She'd probably scare the child, what with her scars. She frowned at that thought and nervously chewed on her bottom lip. She sighed heavily and closed her eyes, leaning her head back on the arm rest of the sofa and furrowing her brows as she tried to force the image of her with a little brown haired girl from her mind.
She wandered over to the bookshelves and drug out the book she always saw him reading. She knew it well and loved it herself. She laid onto the couch and opened it up, propped onto her knees as she bent them up. She tried to read, but found her mind lost in thought about Flynn. And, about Damon. What it had felt like to hold him. Seeing Flynn with that baby in his arms had made her heart ache. Ache to see him with a child of their own -- not John's baby. But, what kind of mother would she be? She'd probably scare the child, what with her scars. She frowned at that thought and nervously chewed on her bottom lip. She sighed heavily and closed her eyes, leaning her head back on the arm rest of the sofa and furrowing her brows as she tried to force the image of her with a little brown haired girl from her mind.